Thursday, August 11, 2011

My Glass House

Sitting in the living room of my glass house,
They're standing in the kitchen, shouting and screaming like small pebbles being thrown at my glass wall.

How much more can my foundation take, how many cruel slurs until it breaks.
What can I do stop this madness?
Nothing...its unstoppable like a hurricane, ripping at chest...

The glass starts to break but it wont show, for it needs to appear strong on the outside even though...

The walls are so close to shattering to the ground...

Thursday, February 10, 2011


I walk this crowded halls but still feel alone,
I'm an angel with broken wings.
Why do they all look away, do any of them care?
Like a shattered piece of glass in a house of mirrors
I feel like i dont belong in this world
I'm not good enough for this life
Is this the way He intended it?
I don't know if i can take this much longer

But then there's a voice from down the hall.
The end is dark, i can see a blurred outline of what looks like a woman.
A beautiful figure with a enchanting tone
She whispers my name, and it pulls me close
Then, a door, an escape from this dark cold world
She takes my hand and we begin to fly
Away from the sorrows of this everyday life, and into the land of perfect happiness and bliss
She saves me, healing my broken wings
I dont feel broken

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Hope in the Darkness

in a world of hate and darkness,
there will always be one beam of light shining down upon us, our love.
like a candle that never goes out,
like a sign of hope,
that one day we will be surrounded by the light of love,
and that dark world that we've always known
will one day be a blur

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Never Alone

Walking alone on this desolate dirt, surrounded by blackness and despair
A warm breeze floats by and the dead leaves whisper my name
I feel so cold and lost in this cold empty forest
Then I feel that chill, as if your there watching over me
Like an angel gleaming in the darkness
A smile comes over my face because I know its you
Even though I cant see you, I know you're there
I walk these empty streets hoping you know what I feel
Hoping you can see the truth beneath all this pain
My heart was yours from the very beginning and my heart will always be yours for the taking
The bond we share, invisible yet so strong
I know that even if you were 1000 miles away, your truly standing right beside me
and my soul shall do the same until our hearts meet again
I know im never alone, and in spirit we will be together forever

Get Out!

I'm sick of the yelling and screaming
Im tired of hearing all the complaining that im not good enough
I know I'm not the perfect child, why cant you just accept me for who i am?
I hate my life right now, there's only one good thing in my life
Everything else is turning to shit! Complete utter shit!
I dont want to live this life anymore
I need to reboot, i need to start over from square one and undo the mistakes i've made
Too many to count and too many to repent
I feel like a failure and I dont want to be like this anymore
Inside my soul is crying for a new beginning
I need a escape, a sweet loving escape, she is my escape
My ladder to get out of reality, my heaven above the clouds
She is my dream come true, i only hope she knows and can see that

I need to get out of here


Time, will we have enough in this world?
As we wonder along in this dark land we call Earth.
I wonder to myself if we can, if we will have enough to accomplish our dreams
What if that hourglass runs out?

Will we be able to see the beam of hope shining above us
Do we all have what it takes to go from a underachiever to a believer

Truth is we all have enough time to make those dreams come true
All we need hope and support
Those who really care and really love you, they can help you accomplish anything